Well hello there

It has been forever since I've blogged. Life is so different from 5 years ago. I still love my children so, I'm going to need to change my title. Caleb is now female and her name is Avery. She & Zack have graduated high school and Alex is in 9th grade. I've finished classes with a certificate in medical billing and coding. I went through a series of jobs and finally found a place where I loved working. Before even being there for 2 years, I wound up on short term disability. That lead to long term disability and filing for SSDI. Not a very proud time for me. It seems my spine has shit the bed and decided it didn't like its job anymore. It's got everything you've ever heard of going on. Herniated discs, dehydrated discs, osteophytes, stenosis, nerve impingement, and even a broken vertebrae! Good times! Sitting or standing for any amount of time is excruciating. I'm in bed most of the time and extremely bored. That's why I am posting today. I'm bored and I can't stand to be on Facebook right now. The stress over the election just makes my anxiety crazy bad. So, here I am. I figure I can post my own thoughts and not be attacked for it since I haven't told anyone I'm posting. I need a calmer place to vent and talk. We will see. It could also be another 5 years before I post again. But who cares! It's totally up to me. 😁