care

When someone says "I care about you." What is that supposed to exactly mean? Seriously, I care about taking a shower. I care about what's for dinner. I care about starving Ethiopians. You can care for an elderly friend. You can care for an open wound. You can care for Italian salad dressing and not care for French. You can send a care package care of someone who cares!

Please! Lets be a bit more descriptive when expressing our feelings. Thank you!

Frustrated

With everything.

I'm tired of school but I am terrified to be done and attempt to get a job.
I'm tired of not having a social life and but terrified to date.
I'm tired of having no money but terrified to be responsible for it all myself.

I'm tired of not mattering
I'm tired of being last
I'm tired of being taken for granted
I'm tired of feeling lost

I get this way now and again.

Right now, I'm extremely this way.

More than anything, I'd like to hide away...but I also know no one would bother trying to find me.

How's that for feeling alone?

I guess I'd like to matter more...but no one can make someone else choose that. It's out of my hands. Not that I actually want to control how others feel about me. I just want them to want to love me for real. I never thought that was too much to ask but I think I was wrong.