It's not fair to Zachary to not be able to get ready for his ceremony this morning. I know that. I know it's not fair to him to be dreading seeing his father today. This day needs to be about his successful completion of grade school...not what's happening in my life.
The things happening are all so different and big sometimes, it's easy to overlook the obvious.
I will go today. I will see him. I will clap for my son and be proud! I will hurt inside like most days. I will do my best to see it through. I will come home, pack, purge, and ready my family.
Fuck one day at a time...it's minute to minute.
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