ahhhh...life

Such twists and contortions
Life offers

Times away
together

fallen
uplifted

It's been so confusing
and overwhelming

I'm trying my best
I am

I reach out
I fail

I pick myself up
I fall

my everything hurts
physically
mentally
emotionally

Oh then comes the lovely
"time"
again

I waste so much time
waiting for time

and I ache
still alone
with my own thoughts
and dreams
and As and Bs

Succeeding
at what
except
life

the simple acts
of breathing in
and out

the rest is
made up
of dreams

and time